jones.

this is not some whiny post about a boy and how much he ruined my life or how much i hate him. this is about how completely perfect my life was while we were together. this boy is one that for as long as i live, i will never forget. i miss him dearly and i will always have a special place in my heart for him.

i loved him. a lot. i told him all of my secrets. my fears, my hopes and dreams, and he healed my broken heart. he healed my broken heart without knowing he was doing it. it ached for love, and he made the ache go away.

we would lay in the bed of my truck for hours. we watched the sun set and the stars twinkle. he held me in his arms and whispered sweet words that i will never forget. when he kissed me, i felt like nothing could ever go wrong. nothing else mattered. nobody else existed. it was just us. one night he held me while i cried. his arms would tighten around me when i told him i was okay. he kissed me on my forehead and my cheek and my nose. he's the only person that knows kissing me on my nose is my favorite and it sends chills up my spine, forcing me to smile and laugh. he loved it.

i miss the sound of his voice in the morning when i would call him to wake him up for his early morning class. i miss catching his eye. i miss the way he'd look at me. i miss his kisses and his hugs and everything.

losing him was the hardest thing. but because of my experience with him, i'm a better person. i loved him once and i always will.