this is me.

just like you, i have secrets. i actually have lots of them. along with those secrets, i have pet peeves, confessions, things i believe in, and other random thoughts i've always wanted to share. not many people know these tid bits about me.

i love my job. but, you already knew that.

i have a punctuation problem. i love lowercase lettters and lots of periods.

i love love love doctor shows on tv. house is my favorite. i'd love to have his job.

my dream job is to be in the cia. i've always wanted to be a spy and sneak around and shoot a gun.

i absolutely hate chocolate.

my biggest fear is that i won't get married.

the bachelor/bachelorette? love it.

new girl? love it.

in plain sight? yeah, love that too.

biggest pet peeve: when the phone is clearly ringing and nobody will answer it.


i love red velvet cake.

my full name is jordan michelle gardanier.

i believe in second chances, but i don't believe everyone deserves them.

i've been in love before. it was the greatest feeling a person can ever feel. the moments i shared with him will never ever be forgotten. he taught me so many things that i never knew. i'll always love you.

i'm a really caring and compassionate person. i care more about other people's happiness than my own.

i chew gum basically every waking minute.

i believe in 11:11. make a wish.

i always always always do my homework, but i never study for tests.

i am planning on attending nursing school at byu-i.

i am planning on serving a mission.

i believe you were given people at certain times in your life to help you overcome life-changing obstacles.

i believe in best friends.

i believe in blessings in disguise.

i'm obsessed with the hunger games. i think i'll cry when the movie comes out.

i love country music.

i love missionaries.

my role model? my cousin, zach and rachel mcadams.

i love taylor swift more than anyone else.

i will never ever break a promise. a promise was not made to be broken. they were made to show dedication and trust.

i trust way too easily.

my life is practically an open book. but there are doors that you just don't touch.

i believe in eternal families.

i believe in jesus christ.

first day of college.

i am currently in high school. and college. my parents are insane.

today was my first day going to big kid school. needless to say, i was a bit frightened. my day consisted of signing up for physc, a mean old lady with gross fingernails, my mother coming to save me, physcology class, and in-n-out.

however, there is one major dilemma i'm haing with this whole college scene.

where are all the cute college boys?

my obsession.

you all knew it was coming sooner it later. as i mentioned in my first post, i have an abnormal (addiction?) for my job. i work at a pizza restaurant. i really don't know how or why this obsession came to be. i work 4-5 times a week, but even on my days off i find myself making excuses to go take a drive over there. this obsession and love is a weird one, i understand.

i really just love the people that are there. my co-workers. my managers. everyone. and the fact that i'm good at my job makes it much more enjoyable. sometimes i even have dreams that i'm at work. it's actually kinda creepy.

HOWEVER. there are days i don't want to go. this is why:

don't date a co-worker. ever. it doesn't matter how attractive he is, how nice he is, or how good he smells. it just shouldn't happen. take my word for it. co-worker boys can make you do some pretty rebellious things. for example, telling your parents you're closing when you really aren't so you can spend an extra two hours together outside of work.

its even worse when you fall in love with them.

i love my job more than anything.

senior life.

when you become a senior, you get the opportunity to experience this lovely little thing called half days. my parents, however, do not enjoy it. why you ask? because i come home and sleep. i sleep from 12:30 until i have to go to work. which is about 4 hours. that may or may not be the explanation of my first semester gpa.

since i've grounded myself from napping, i make an extra-special effort to stay away from the magnet pull of the couch and my bed. here are the steps to non-nap-taking.

1. go to chipotle with two boys. avoid awkward eye contact with your ex at all costs.

2. listen to hunter hayes' pandora channel. best channel ever.

3. play temple run until you get to the one million club. it only took me all day to get this far. its okay, i already know i'm really bad. i'm fine with it. 










     this is how to avoid taking naps. its a genius plan, really. chipotle's delicious burritos and guy friends, hunter's godly voice, and my temple run addiction have helped me succeed. i'll take this one day at a time.

well, hello.

to be utterly and completely honest, there needs to be an instruction manual for making a blog. words cannot describe how confused i was. and still am. but hopefully i'll manage for a while.

my name is jordan. i am a senior in high school. i live in arizona. however, it is way to hot for this cold-loving body of mine. i'm seventeen years old. i have two best friends and i love them both to death. you'll hear a lot about them later. i am currently employed by a local family pizza chain. i can honestly say that i'm obsessed with my job. its probably not healthy, nor normal.

i am a member of the church of jesus christ of latter-day saints. i have made many long lasting friends through this  gospel and i have learned for myself of its truth. i love the church. it has given me so much strength in my times of need and sorrow. i strive to be an example to those around me.