word vomit.

my english teacher once had us write a whole essay consisting of word vomit. if you don't know the concept of word vomit, this is it-writing whats running through your mind. punctuation, spelling, and sentence fluency don't matter. just get everything out. so, ms prosser, i'm using your word vomit in real life. this is just going to be about how i feel. what i'm thinking. and what i want. with no correct grammar.

i legitimately just love you. your kindness and hint of sarcasm make me want to lean in to kiss you. never have i ever had such strong feelings for a boy before. i just want to be with you all the time. i want you to love me. i'd do anything to have you. i can love you better than anyone else ever could. you mean so much to me and i hope you are happy. i'll sit by the phone and wait for your call. even if it is just to say hi and catch up. it's been a while since we've talked.

do you think about me as much as i think about you? do i ever cross your mind? have you ever picked up the phone, only to put it back down again? what are you thinking? i don't know what to think or what to do. i've never played this game before and i don't know the rules. all i know is that i want you. i want to love you.

i wish you were thinking about me. sometimes i pick up my phone and put it back down. i hope i cross your mind. psych is waiting. i'm waiting. i just want you to love me.

i won't give up.